I hate writing after interview Thank you letters, I want to be genuine, but it is so cliche' to say it was nice meeting you, looking forward to the next steps or it was nice meeting you, I really want to work for your organization. In reality, this position is just a job and gives me a paycheck. Oh, my brain has decided I rather be a starving artist than be a cog in a cog factory. Yes, little by little my brain is thinking just do what you want and the rest will come. Maybe this is a good thing. I am sick of thinking of getting a job. I figure I better learn what I want and go with that. I am still young and don't want to shuffle papers for someone. 

Musing #2

I really like Andy Warhol, he just did what he wanted wrote what he wanted spent what he wanted and didn't care about what people thought of him. Of course, my life is way different than his but he was carefree and just was. I want to just be.